Mom once told me, if I ever encounter situation like what she'd been through, redha. InsyaAllah, He will ease your wayyy.
Honestly, at this moment. This moment I'm writing this down, I have not yet feel what mom had felt. But somehow, I'm learning. I shouldn't be greedy. I should be ready.
I have no right.
Just so you know, I am strong enough to be there :)