Waiting.

Baby, you keep making me waiting. Don't do that frequently, or you'll end up losing.

I'll go.

Color.

Do you know the color of the sunflower?
"It's yellow"
Is that so? Since I met you, other than you, the rest of the world is black and white for me.

I'm transparent.

You!

Why must you take everything away?
"What?"
You should've leave some for me....

My heart.

Season.

Even though I dislike spring, but I like the flowers.
Even though I dislike summer, but I like the rain.
Even though I dislike autumn, but I like the falling leaves.
Even though I dislike winter, but I like the falling snow.
And,
Even though I dislike the whole world, I like you only.

Hby?

QWERTY.

ABCDEFGHIMISSYOUVWXYZ.

ytrewq.

Back stabbed.

Is no funny. No funny at all. But, if you feel like laughing, do as you please.

By you?!!

Love is like a can.

It can changed in shape, but never be destroyed.

But, it had changed.

The curtain.

Cover what's on the inside. Cannot be seen through what's on the outside. But, whenever the sun shines, we slide the curtain, letting the light brighten our life.

The curtain of the heart.

Pavlova.

The taste is never been tasted. So do love. How pathetic I am?

Drools.

Hanged.

The flirty you, is gone. Leaving the blanky me, alone.

Sadness.

Craving.

For something. Something that I don't even know what it is.

Craving.

Beautiful.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. Yes?

But at some time, I call that as bullshit. Why? Because most of the time, beauty is beauty. Never inner, always on the surface. No?

I am no beauty.

FH vs E

This is not cool. Really not cool.

Can I have both?

Clearance.

We love each other but we can't be together.

I hate this.

You.

I thought you came only once in a lifetime. And i thought I love you much until I don't spare my tears at all. I cried all night long just for you.

And then you come again.

Suddenly, I want to believe that true love will come back after we set it free. I really want to believe in that but I don't know how. Because it seems like you come and you go. You come again and you go again.

And I feel like I'm an island.

People come and people go.

Love is?

Pain.
Romance.
Sucks.
Life.
Rubbish.
Sex.
Drama.
Fake.
Great.

LOVE IS ACTUALLY KILLING ME MAN!

So, I run.

Perfect.

Ain't me.

Never me.

A great feeling.

Alhamdulillah.

After all the pain, I think I should let myself enjoy the happiness of life. Spreading my love to the person around me. Learning to be a better person, and be a better person.

I let heart decide everything now. Because, it always give me the right direction, the right decision. InsyaAllah :)

Matter of heart.

More.

I have a lot to tell. But I kept silent.
I want you by my side. But I never say it.
I hate my life, sometimes. But I know I must accept.

I just need to stay like this. But I don't want to.

Iloveyou :'(

Honestly.

Am I fasting from writing too?

A lil tired.

Ramadhan.

Teaches so many things.

Blessed.

Special.

Touch.
Eye-contact.
Emoticons.

You just make yourself special to me.

Its just that, I can't be special for you :(

Truth.

I really miss you.

It takes two to tango. I only have me. And I can't find another one yet to make it two.

So, let's just twist ^_^

Effing!

Miss you.
Love you.
Fall for you.

Just you :')

Sleepy.

But I choose not to sleep. Yet.

Fyi, kinda miss ya!

Writing.

What I have in mind for now and always? It's you baby! And it's not easy for me to handle this feeling too. Everytime I see you, I feel like drowning in the deepest ocean. Everytime your eyes met mine, my heart trembling like hell. Like the end of the world is approaching.

Simple words, I love you!

FH.

Harry Potter part 2.

Anyone?

I wanna watch it with you :'(

Miserable.

Life.
Study.
Love.
Money.

Everything.

Just so you know, I'm so miserable.

PJ.

My new obsession.
But now,

Not anymore.

Block.

Everything.

Heart.

Thirsty.

I know I am :')

Love.

Love.

If I told you I love you, will you still be my friend?

I love you (:

Boy.

You're amazing.
The way you are.

Your smile.
Your hair.
Your eyes.
Your hands.
Your everything.
I keep all in my heart.

I can replay everything in my mind, and I smiled :')

Another post.

I can't resist my feeling. I can't stop loving you. I just can't.

I don't want to.

Frustration.

I should not have fallen in love.
Not with you, not with anyone.

I should learn from past mistakes.
But I didn't, and I hurt.

Stupid, me :'(

2013.

A dream.

A fantasy.

You will make it real right baby?

Xperia.

Loved.
Dumped.
Thrown.
Ignored.
Rejected.

Been there, done that!

Tears.

Dropping like there's no end. I love you, but I hate you.

Hate myself more.

Forget.

And forgive?

Can you?

Easy.

To get hurt.

That's me, heart.

Happy.

Even though I have a lot more to read. I feel like posting something here. Thanks to you that I am in a very good mood now. What should I do to make you fall for me too?

The happiness. Yes.

Black spot.

Should replace this Hot Blog? I feel hotter using this tittle and have not yet plan to change it. One fine day, perhaps?

No matter what, I'll be cool :)

Air.

When I'm with you, I don't have enough air.
I can't breathe.

The air is full with my feeling.
Its just that, you can't never see.
Because together with air, love's invisible.

I really wish you can inhale the love.
And it just went to your heart eventually.

I just love you so much.

Just do it!

Nike.

I can't do it :(

Truth or truth.

And I should just tell lies.
But I did not create any.

Idk.

Cupcakes.

Sweet.
Colorful.
Cute.
Delicious.

Be my cupcake babyyyy.

Blackberry.

You're the star to my burst.
You're the milk to my cookie.
You're the frosting to my cake.
You're the sugar to my spice.
You're the ketchup to my french fries.
You're the water to my ocean.
You're the peanut butter to my jelly.

You're the smile to my face.

You're the beat to my heart.

You're the love to my life.

Forhimwhotookmyheart!

This one,

or maybe that one.

Oh mr MA && mr FH!

I don't know anymore!

Vigorously.

The heart beat!

What is this feeling?
A love, like or a crush?

Because right now, I can't even breathe.

Timepassed&&iloveyou!

This ain't me!

I gave up.

For everything :'(

Spicy.

Yes. I have hot friends. They have hot-attitude you know. When you say no, meaning you are saying yes to those people. So, you better don't be in denial because you will never know how to deny anymore when the truth is clear as crystal.

On top of everything, they know I love them. && yes, I can't stop loving them. Oh damn!

This feeling for him, growing as time flies.

Impossible.

I fall in love.


&& yes. Its impossible.

Whenever the love came, it has never been right. Whether me, him, or the love itself. Whoever the guy is, he has a very bad luck to have me in line waiting to be loved.

This time, I will just wait && see :')

Sometimes.

Friends && family.
These people matter most in my life.

Love is like turkey during thanksgiving.
Just like spices in the curry.
Without it, life means meaningless.

So, I just want to say; I love you f&&f!

I have,

something to say.

I feel like loving you.
But I want it to stop.

I want to be the best.
Just in my wish-list.

I just want to say.

That this is me :(

Descriptive.

Laugh like hell. Congratulations Google Translate. I owe you one.


Funnaayyyy~

Tired-some.

Freaking hell. After a hectic week, today everything should be as normal as before. Congratulations to all. F**king tired.




Well, I love you guys!

*this is an old entry. entry after campus election 2011. just published.

Jealous.

They are damn good in English.
Their writing was freaking cool.



Me?
HA-HA-HA-HA-HA.
Loser :'(

Demmit!

Too many things in mind.
Too heavy things to carry.
Too serious condition.

This is too crazy. My head will explode in no time.

-.-"

Easy?

No.
It is not!

PMS

HELL.

That is my world for now.

If I kill someone right now, can I defend myself using the fact that I am in an unsound mind?
I really feel like killing people.
And next will be my turn to be kill.

Just love it :'(

Fcuk!

Again.
I ruined my life.

GO TO HELL(X2) FOR YOU ILHAM!!!

See

you when I see you.

Sorry that I blocked you. Its just that, I don't like being humiliated like that, openly. Who do you think you are?



GO TO HELL!

Middle.

Of no-where.
Between left and right.
Fill up the air.
No place. Better one.
Love or hatred.

Finger!

You.

I want to hold,
are mine.
Don't want to lose,
are precious.
means the world to me.

I love.

Blacken.

Fill in the _________.

I don't have any multiple choice questions. So, I don't have to blacken any answer.

This is a True or False statement. Please write T or F on the blank space.

_________ Do not have listen to the heart.

_________ Fall in love is an option.

_________ Being in love means you are willing to be in pain.

(      /100)

Cold.

Here. In my heart :')

Frust.

It hurts us a lot.
Now I know.

Thanks. Because I've never feel this before.

Dear self.

Where did you put your pride? Why on earth you need to be connected with that guy?

Please be rational. You are hurting yourself more and more.

Stop doing it, because I'm hurting the most.

The heart.

Can't.

I can't stop doing these thing for now.

1. Sms with him.

2. Stalking him.

3. Remember him.

I am going crazy.

Super sorry.

I can't help it.
The love is still there.

I knew he love me too.
He just can't make the choice.

Should I keep concerning?
Or just go away, never look back?

Loves.

Yes. Even we only managed to meet at least once a year.
I still love them to death.
Because, we are family.

Meet the cousins. The love of my life.

Family.

Its a wonderful thing to have such beautiful family.
Cute little cousins.
Nice uncles and aunties.

I have no regret having them as my family.
Even we are differ in races and religions.

Simple.

Ouch my leg!
Training and keep training.
Hope I'll doing great all the way.
Write my name on the peak.

Dumb-ass!

The hardest word.

Sorry.