2010.

It comes to the end.

Too many things happen.
Sweet and not so sweet things too.

2010 in memories :)

The Pain.

Inside the heart.
All over the body.
Through the soul.
I can feel the pain.


Tomorrow.
And the day after tomorrow.
I wish all this never happen.
Now and then.

The pain. Never end.

You're not.

The one.
Mine.
Belong here, in my heart.
For me.
The best thing.


And you'll never be :')

Cool.

Yup. I am cool with my ex-boyfriends now.
All of them. How many? Just too lazy to count.
And hell-yeah. I am still stalking some of them.


Pathetic. I know.

Empty.

Again.
I feel empty inside.
Nothing is wrong.


p/s: I think I'm in love.

Crazy.

My heart and body and brain and all.
Gonna gone crazy in any second.

Hell-yeah.
Crazy.

I am,

bad. I'm suck. I'm bitch. I'm whatever.

&&

Yeah. I am you!

Bear with it or just go.

Fuck.

Serious shit!

Its not okay.

And will never be okay.
I hate you!

No.

Heart,
Please say no.
Save yourself.
Please.

You,
I'm in pain.
When you get hurt.
You're bleeding.
My tears poured.

Dear heart,
Please stop.
Please.

Blank.

The brain.

The heart too.

Its all blank.

Samila Beach.

Here.

I kill the feeling.

Let it drown.

Alone.

I am not being cruel.

I tried to save the heart.

As long as the feeling is there.

My heart is dying.

Is it my fault?

Now.

I have a healthy heart.

Seriously.

Full with happiness.

And joy.