Lost.

Where have you been?
I'm waiting.

I keep on waiting.

Picture.

A picture can tell thousand of stories. And the moment will never fade.

Memories fading.

Back stabbed.

Is no funny. No funny at all. But, if you feel like laughing, do as you please.

By you?!!

You.

I thought you came only once in a lifetime. And i thought I love you much until I don't spare my tears at all. I cried all night long just for you.

And then you come again.

Suddenly, I want to believe that true love will come back after we set it free. I really want to believe in that but I don't know how. Because it seems like you come and you go. You come again and you go again.

And I feel like I'm an island.

People come and people go.

Love is?

Pain.
Romance.
Sucks.
Life.
Rubbish.
Sex.
Drama.
Fake.
Great.

LOVE IS ACTUALLY KILLING ME MAN!

So, I run.

Frustration.

I should not have fallen in love.
Not with you, not with anyone.

I should learn from past mistakes.
But I didn't, and I hurt.

Stupid, me :'(

Truth or truth.

And I should just tell lies.
But I did not create any.

Idk.

Easy?

No.
It is not!

Fcuk!

Again.
I ruined my life.

GO TO HELL(X2) FOR YOU ILHAM!!!

See

you when I see you.

Sorry that I blocked you. Its just that, I don't like being humiliated like that, openly. Who do you think you are?



GO TO HELL!

Blacken.

Fill in the _________.

I don't have any multiple choice questions. So, I don't have to blacken any answer.

This is a True or False statement. Please write T or F on the blank space.

_________ Do not have listen to the heart.

_________ Fall in love is an option.

_________ Being in love means you are willing to be in pain.

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Dear self.

Where did you put your pride? Why on earth you need to be connected with that guy?

Please be rational. You are hurting yourself more and more.

Stop doing it, because I'm hurting the most.

The heart.

Can't.

I can't stop doing these thing for now.

1. Sms with him.

2. Stalking him.

3. Remember him.

I am going crazy.

Super sorry.

I can't help it.
The love is still there.

I knew he love me too.
He just can't make the choice.

Should I keep concerning?
Or just go away, never look back?

The hardest word.

Sorry.

Empty.

Again.
I feel empty inside.
Nothing is wrong.


p/s: I think I'm in love.

Crazy.

My heart and body and brain and all.
Gonna gone crazy in any second.

Hell-yeah.
Crazy.

Its not okay.

And will never be okay.
I hate you!

Ignored.

Its not fun when you are no more than a stranger. I can't act like I don't care. Can't! I can work with people I don't really know but its hard when I'm the only one who is different from them. I am a HRM student. I'm the youngest. And its not cool when my heart doesn't feel comfortable around these people. It will make my smile fly far far away back to Malaysia or maybe somewhere else. I don't feel like smiling. I don't have heart to be here anymore longer.

I just hate this situation!

This moment.

At this moment. I am crying. Something is not right there. In my heart, but I don't know what is it. And I don't want to know because it might hurt me even more.

Yes, I know I'm pathetic.